I'm so confused right now.

I'm just running and running and running. I'm so tired but I'm afraid to stop. I don't know where I'm going, I don't know what I'm running from.

I have so much on my mind right now. I've just written two long posts and then jabbed my index finger on the Backspace button, watching as the screen full of text vanished line by line, one after another. This isn't right, This is all a farce. I'm not being honest with my own thoughts. I'm composing whole entries of text that I ponder in my head, making sure they sound right, that they sound good. These aren't my raw, pure thoughts anymore.

These are my delusions. Stop lying to myself, me. Enough.